I was raised by a malignant pathological narcissist. My mother was raised on a BIG LIE. Her monstrous narcissistic mother pretended to be her aunt so she could live her life, while her sister pretended to be my mothers mother. This big lie was continued on by the sycophants and enablers for most of her life. Until finally the truth was discovered. My mothers malignant narcissistic behavior led to her own children preying on one another sexually, emotionally and repeating patterns of abuse throughout their lifetime. Then when my mother could no longer sustain the abuse she had inflicted on her own children. She checked out with a big F.U to the people she claimed to live so dearly.
Scapegoating and gaslighting
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I have a lot to say. I too was raised by a malignant pathological Mother and Father! I have internalized this abuse for most of my life. My Parents vicious abuse set me up to be abused by my narc exes and even to be raped in the military! I have finally just begun to fully and unapologetically share my story. For these monsters have robbed me of my children my “mother” stole my daughter and the family goes along with it like it is normal! So does the town I grew up in with the exception of a few. My sons are with my ex’s that my parents helped to punish me for not submitting to the role they assigned me! I have no words to describe the pain at this moment but I have expressed it in my blog Imperfectly Free and youtube video blog as of late with the same name. My name has been smeared so severely People fully believe that I am the abuser. I can literally trust no one who is from my hometown and who is in contact with my family or exes in some way. They do this very sec stalk and punish me in new and even crueler ways. Well, so I moved back to my hometown and said NO MORE and have been being bolder and bolder in my story sharing. Even though I am in so much pain. I too have always been the truth-teller even when my voice shakes and my hope in JESUS is but a mustard seed truth-teller is who I am. I will live imperfectly free as ME not who they want me to be. I will not be silent. I have also started to speak out how the public’s silence continues to cause this abominable crime to continue simply because they deem it as a family matter or believe the smear campaigns!! THIS HAS LITERALLY left me homeless, my children in horrendous abusive situations and so many health problems even to the point of two strokes at the age of 27. Of which I learned how to do everything ALONE. Over the past 12 years, I have spent months in recovery alone. I am angry but grateful for I found my faith to have grown and I found me. Thank you JESUS.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC4b__buj94kZVLFTh28XDkQ Thank you for your page! Thank you for letting me share some of my stories. There are more details on my story in the links.